Es gehört zum Schwierigsten, die Gleichzeitigkeit widersprüchlicher Perspektiven auszuhalten, innerhalb und außerhalb von einem, wobei die innere Ambivalenz die unerträglichere ist.
Und es gehört zu den Glücksmomenten, wenn es gelingt, sie eben nicht als Zerrissenheit, sondern als Spannungszustand zu behandeln und produktiv zu machen.
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